i has been thinkin 0ver n 0ver again abt tis 2 mattas...1 0f it since 1yr seperati0n n e 0ther 1 since nati0nal day..

1st matta..
hmm..yup..juz as when i was tryin 2 let g0 0f e past..u step in2 my dreams n leave a very mem0rable mem0ries bhind 0nce again..wat we've g0ne tru seem juz lyk ytd 0ni..h0w wish tt e dreams cld last l0nger n i dun mind dun wakin up..cuz tt dream is simply 2 w0nderful..very 0ften..ppl say tt dream wldnt b true..but sumtimes my dream juz seem s0 true..i did n0t menti0n tis dream 2 any1..cuz i juz h0pe tt it'll cum true sumday..i dun mind waitin(which i s0rt 0f waitin rite n0w)lolx..but i 0s0 believe tt sumday an0ther guy wld juz step in2 my heart n replace u..i'm stil waitin as well..sumtimes ur mem0ries juz hinder me m0vin 0n..i g0t n0 idea wats g0in..n i guess when an0ther step in..it's e time tt leave i've leave e past whr it bel0ngs n m0ves 0n happily..(i guess tis g0nna depend 0n sara le..lolx..u n0e wat i mean..lolx..




2nd matta...
hmm..l00kin at fren's pr0m0ti0n b4 me..it hurt me..it makes me reflect 0n wat i've d0ne 0ver e past few mth..i w0nder wat i've strive 4 e last few mths,izzit in vain???we've e equal kn0wledge..i'm more xperience den many 0f dem(i tnk..)..but y did her pr0m0ti0n cum b4 me??due 2 my c0ntributi0n??tt's n0t an xcuse...i'm ard when e 0utlet hits e 8k target alm0st everyday in tt particular mth..at tt time..whr is she??she n0t even part 0f 0ur team yet..n rite n0w..she j0in us 4 n0t den 3 mths,she get pr0m0ted..wat is tis??n0t 0ni me..but e rest 0f e team hu will g0ne tru thick n thin has left..n dey nv get back wat dey really deserve..i guess e team 0ni left me,sara n rudy..e rest has g0ne..yes,dey're g0ne 4 e gud..n n0w it 0ur turn 2 m0ve 0n n decide..but i really w0nder shld i jux walk away fr u 0r shld i jux stay n start all 0ver again???a fren 0f mine..t0ld me tt a pers0n shldnt gif up when she fall..instead,she shld stand up fr whr she fall n start all 0ver again..but i really dun0 wat shld i d0 n0w..i guess if walk away fr u n0w..i wun b back anym0re jux lyk e rest..but wat i g0tta miss is e frenz n xperiences tt i gain 0ver dere..i've learnt h0w 2 l00k at ppl as well...i really dun0 h0w 2 decide..but i guess i'm juz g0nna let nature tk it c0urse den...

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