here i am lying on my bed with my lappy..because i suddenly feel sick while waiting for him just now..quickly come back and rest le..because i guess if i faint there also nobody will care about me de lor..yes..my whole body suddenly just ache, my stomach having weird feeling and i'm feeling dizzy out of the blue..i try calling him many time, but he just ignore me...what can i do but just pray hard that i won't faint on bus or train lor..trying very hard to keep myself conscious by listening loud music..den didi call me and talk to me about his problem..somehow also help me 2 reach home safely ba..at least i never faint.. *thank god for letting me reach home safe and sound..i guess that is an advance present from you ba..* serious sometime i just don't what to do and what i do is correct or not..i am trying my very best to be what you want me to be le..but forever i nv be able to success de..should i just really give up???there is what i have been thinking alot lately..really..if you really don't know how to cherish me and protect me, i guess you will end up losing me..and it is your lost not mine..
nyonya
