Labels: 145thonce again i feel like running away from reality..there are so many things that i hope that i can don't worry about, things like school, work, money, realtionship. many of them are not running as smooth as what i expected, i gues that is why i have been thinking alot lately and i tend to be very disappoint when things don't turn out well..or should i learn to accept the facts that i have been pinning to high hopes on everything, so that i can lead a better life??? yes, i am trying very hard to bring everything in order so that i won't be so disappointed as things won't have the chance to side track. but i know that i'm really not good at handling all things at one go..for example, lately i have really no mood or postive attitude for schoolwork...i'm getting more reluctant to go work because whenever i give the available schedule that i'm free, i never get it since don't know when..i start to give lesser schedule and yet kena KP by them..people there simply don't understand how different my school works like other schools. just because other people can give more schedule DOES NOT means that i should do that also..other people may have lesser commitment than me or they are better at juggling their stuffs.. I SIMPLY HATES IT WHEN YOU COMPARED ME WITH THE REST!!!(FANGULOW CASTROL!!!!$%#$%&*&%$#@!) yes, definitely i'm trying other better alternatives rather than staying there as it makes me even more sick of those people BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE DEMORALISING ME!!!haiz..my birthday is just 2 day away..i guess i won't want to have a unhappy birthday again..so i'm here to let out my anger right before my birthday post...PS: i'm looking forward to celebrate my 19th birthday with darling boi..i won't expect him to buy anything for me..he's companion will be the best present le..really!!!(DB..don't forget to bring camera on sunday eh..*hugz*)PS: advance 20th birthday wishes for DANYU whose birthday is tomorrow 24th MAY..one day before mine..
nyonya
